gotta be quick

hello again!!
ok i gotta hurry cos someone else wants to use the com.mmph.
so the days have become a lotttt better.i was super emo like a week ago.wow i cant believe it's only been a week and a half since i started school.it seriously feels longer.
school has been pretty alright.they give quite ALOT of prep.mmhmm.not the little that i expected.but i've done most of what we're doing now so it's a nice refresher course while i settle in. =]
thank you thank you for all those who wrote to me and sent me email and tagged. =] i appreciate it a lOt. i hope i receive all your mail though. >.<
you know i would be online AT THIS MOMENT if the msn worked.crud man.i planned it JUST right so that itll be an ideal time to go on. but nooooo the msn just would not cooperate.hahha.whatever.
to everyone who just said hi: HELLO THANKS FOR TAGGING. =]
wanxian: awwwww i feel MISSED.yay.hang in there.make more pple crazy so that they can be my very poor substitute cos NO ONE CAN REPLACE MY CRAZINESS RIGHT???? =] hahaha
oeij:yuppp EXPECT SOMETHING.

okay i should go.ill keep trying to go online.and just a QUICK AND SUBTLE reminder:
i'll be back the day after my birthday.

INTERNET

hello!! i finally got on to internet.
so things are going ok but with a bit of iffyness as well if you know what i mean..ugh
i mean things are nice here but it's still a bit strange.

i just cannot wait to COME HOME.
mmph
it hasnt even been a week for petes sake.

PLEASE TAG.I CANT GET MSN.THANK YOU. =]
OH EVEN MORE IMPORTANT.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WRITE ME!!! AND TAG ME THAT YOU DID SEND A LETTER SO I CAN GET MY HOPES UP.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

eeeps

im moving in today.
and it's scary.
i don't know what to expect.
i don't know who to expect.
chow's giving me pretty good advice.
hahha thanks chow.
it will be okay.
i think.
i hope.

my goodness. i don't know whether i should laugh or cry.
and yes.i have internet cos i'm still in the hotel room. still dunno if i get any in boarding.
but even if i do. you can still write me!!hahhaa make me happy.
and even if i don't i got my music.my laptop.my series.my novels.my letters.and stuff.

i'm lathargic.

"save me from drowning in the sea"
"i can make it through the rain."

I MISS YOU.

i thought i could handle it.
i thought maybe it wouldn't be too bad.
but then it hit me.
after reading all your letters. [i hadn't even gone through 5]
it hit me that i won't see any of you for SIX WEEKS. [yes.i tried to fake my strength by saying "IT'S ONLY SIX WEEKS.IT'S NOT THAT LONG."
but it is.
and the fact that i may not have internet access at the times when you all are on.
it's tough!

i'm really really going to miss you all.like seriously.i'm so happy so many of you came down to send me off.hahah even if i didn't go in at the time i told you all.and i feel so honoured you all skipped dinner with your families to have a late/rushed dinner just to send me off.thank you for all your letters and calls and messages and LOVE.i love you all so much.i've been emo since i started reading your letters and looking at all the lovely presents you gave.

it honestly was an amazing sight to see ALL of you together.i'm so sorry i couldn't spend enough time with all of you.but i really appreciated your presence.i had so much to say to you all but i couldn't get everything out properly.so i decided to post it on my NEW blog.

i thank God for blessing me with all of you.my life has been so much better cos of all of your encouragement and joy."you are the sunshine in my life"

please please don't forget me.hahha please?

ok enough mush.sooooo i may not have internet access.[it is NOT a convent.haha.i think.] so if you love me enough to wanna write to me OLD SKOOL. here's my address:

[ooo just had a security talk and it hit me hard it is NOT good to put it up on the WORLD WIDE WEB.so hopefully nothing bad happens and most of you have it already.so if you can't remember or need it just ask around or ask me when i get back. >.< geeez it's really veryveryveryvery scary stuff.so don't mess.but thanks again to all who did manage to write!! =D ] (091006)

well it's 8ish at night here and 3ish in the morn there.
tmr i move in.
and im scared.
but i should have more faith right?
sigh.
i think im just pretty home sick.
pretty pathetic aye.
less than 24 hrs in uk and im homesick.
eep i really hope it'll be great.
i'll try to update.