disappointing.

today i waited.
waited for what?
a simple something.
but did i get anything?
nope.

i dont know why i bother.
no one can ride a seesaw alone.
and right now im all alone in the playground,
all i want to do is ride the seesaw.
that's all.
but whatever.
who cares right?
i give up.


anyway.
stalker guy is still messaging, still calling.
im just wondering when he'll actually stop.
but i do have to say one thing,
persistence really pays off.
the more he calls,
(and the more bored i get)
the more i want to reply or pick up.
to be honest,
he's probably caring most of all (not including family),
this isn't good.
i think one day i'll just reply,
im thinking a couple days before i leave so i wont have to deal with him for too long.

the way things are going now,
i cant wait.
but i know there still are some.
and i'm lucky for the few.
but many other fews...
whatever.