telepathy

haven't you ever wondered what if you knew what people were thinking?
how people felt.
wouldn't everything be so much simpler?
no more guessing.
no more confusion.
no more uncertainty.
no more fear.
no more worry.

but where's the fun in that right?

i wish

excitement.
impulse.
adventure.
buzz.
drama.
intoxication.
passion.
thrill.
exhilaration.
elation.
happiness.

things that i wish for under my christmas tree.

colourblind

Colorblind by Counting Crows

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready

I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

wasted

wasted opportunity
-singular
wasted opportunities
-plural
time separates the two.
time separates more than just words.
but can it do the opposite?

harsh reality

the more and more i hope
the less and less possible it gets
things just aren't the way it seems.

yes
no
maybe
i don't know

Life is a test, and I confess I like this mess I've made so far.

why?

the lightbulb is flickering.
better fix it or trash it.
its not fair to spoil your eyes because of it.
so target the problem and amend it.
or else this light bulb will be put out of its misery.
whether you like it or not.

term is ending and rooms are emptying.
i just took down all my pictures on my boards and my room is utterly empty.and cold.
i still havent finished my bilge coursework plan.
i just cant bring myself to finish it off and hand it in.
and i hate ranting about it all the time.
so i shall stop.
well.once i hand it in.
last few days for me would be a huge attempt to finish as much holiday prep as possible so i dont have to rush it on the last few days of hols.
that would be a huge nightmare.
but it's not too bad.i havent got tooo much.
thank goodness i don't have to do any essays.
well besides my actual coursework.
i have so many faults that i can easily tear apart my whole experiment.
this could possibly be a good thing.
or so they say.
oh well.
less than a week!

?

what happened?
i must have missed something.
things have changed.
maybe i dozed off for a second too long.
maybe my mind drifted for a moment more than it was supposed to.
maybe things should go back to how it used to be.
but perhaps i did want it to go on.
perhaps too much hope was injected.
perhaps what you think isn't what it is.
maybe maybe maybe.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
life is a doozy.