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The same plot plays over and over again.
The same characters,
The same feeling.
Unbelievably vivid,
Touching all the senses.
Different situations created each time,
With the wonder of if it could ever really happen.
Unsure of what drives the curiosity,
But sure of the deep desire.
A desire that is made stronger by the tiny unintentional benign buzzes.
Comforting.
Relaxing.
Wishing.
Hopeless?
Never.
There’s always treasure in that quilted blanket,
Belief is all that is needed for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
And yet it’s so difficult.
Quickly now,
Pile some sand on.
Surely that's the only way.
Giddy up please.

Tasty

term started off a bit dodgy but i think it's starting to pick up. work is piling on but if i put my mind to it and my back into it..i'm sure it'll be fine.haha i hope. things are a lot more relaxed now ever since i finished a complete draft of my bilge coursework.woohoo!!but i still have to make edits.
we just sat for our critical thinking AS paper today. !!! is all i can say. the whole time during the paper i was looking at the end time for people who have 20 mins extra time so that completely threw me off and i ended up not being able to finish the paper. so in a few words: i.am.screwed. whats even more annoying is that if i dont get an A i'll have to retake the paper in the summer, along with my other AS's.sigh.
nip tuck has turned dark. =D

short and sweet.

unpredictable

what should i say?
what can i say?
what would make things better?
this is happening too often.
things happen so quickly.
i used to wonder how when i was a kid,
how i would be laughing.
and suddenly i would burst into tears the next second because of something silly.
emotions, events, time, along with everything else, come and go so fast.
and sometimes we think it's unfair that we had to lose it.
but surely,
we just never see the big picture.
and sure we'd be upset
sure we'd be angry.
and i know it's easy for me to say:
have faith.
trust.
believe.
but sometimes thats all you can really do.
right?

reminiscing

The Scientist by Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' up Tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' up Tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.

the bubbly will be the death of me.